sunday morning, sitting in my garage waiting for the rain to come....supposed to be a rainy Sunday and I am looking forward to it. some light errands, a little reading and work and time to prep for the upcoming motorcycle trip - a long overdue trip with your best friend. heading to North Carolina and Tennessee to ride some good roads. the Tail of the Dragon is supposed to be a great great ride. cant wait to get the tshirt! And it will be some much needed time away for the ordinary....to hopefully make some peace with the issues of the day and sort out the stringy mess some things have become.

until then, i continue to think about what i should do..but not really finding any clear cut answer...am i not thinking enough, understanding things enough, or do i really know the answer and am not acknowledging it....ugh....ahhh to be 6 again and to have problems end with the setting of the sun.

the city is coming alive from my little table on a starbucks patio...been doing that for a while i guess for the keeners.....keeners, as i sit here with my laptop, listening to tom peters on my ipod, drinking an extra bold coffee and having been up since 5am....where am i at right now? how long have i been asking that? have i ever really answered it? i am where i am, i guess....to ask if i am where i thought id be, my answer is that i never really thought i'd be anywhere in particular, so i guess the answer is yes...and no...i wanted to see myself as a coo, or something to that extent, so in a way i am. i just didnt think it would be of my own enterprise(s). which leads me i guess to wonder if i am running a "company" or just working a bunch of projects. that answer is easy. i need to shift my focus to be running a company.....or else i will just be working on projects.